19 days before departure

It's Sunday and I'm at school....again. I decided to check on this http://test.itd-amherst.org/?p=tsi_2010 and found some interesting tasks that should be done before my trip start. Reading..reading..and reading is what  I have to do. I printed out the document that is necessary for discussion only on June, 21..OMG..25 pages of them!! I knew it from the very first day of writing an application for this scholarship that i must read 25-30 pages a day for the whole 6 weeks period. However, when the time is getting closer..I have to admit that I'm getting a little bit scared. But I'm gonna be fine..that what I'm telling myself everyday!!